[問卦] what the fuck is wrong with me

Wake in sweat again

Stuck in my head again
In my disgrace

Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I hyperventilate

I'm suffocating

I don't know what to take

Looking for help somehow, somewhere
no one cares

I've given up?

好像又沒有真的放棄吧

心底好像還有一塊小小的叛逆

小小的執著 小小的倔強 氣若游絲的不服輸

Take this all away

I'm suffocating

I'm my own worst enemy

Just like before

撐著我一瘸一拐走過來的

小小的驕傲 小小的勇氣 苟延殘喘的不服輸

Paranoia's all I got left

I cannot take this anymore

I need a little room to breathe

Wish I could find a way to disappear

Crawling in my skin

I've felt this way before, so insecure

逐漸變成馬車的忒修斯之船

還是忒修斯之船嗎

那又是在哪個時間點才不是忒修斯之船呢

Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams

give in to sad thoughts that are maddening

Do I sit here and try to stand it

or do I try to catch them red-handed

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness

or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness

If I let them go I'll be outdone

If I try to catch them I'll be outrun

想說些甚麼又不肯說些什麼

with thoughts of failure sinking in

I'm sick of feeling

I'm suffocating

Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

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